Sometimes life throws you with uncertainties that upset your plans. Sometime, the uncertainties thrown at you are better than what you planned. Human beings, fragile as they are.. fear uncertainties to no end. What if I die tmr? What if my plan won’t work? What if he doesn’t like me? What if this will come to nothing in the end?
Many times we have to make decisions. Some are painful, some are scary.. Some..we don’t know if it’s for better or worse.
Love is a very uncertain thing. A risky investment. That can bring you the highs and the lows. But, I always believe memories are worth the risks. This time round, I’m just as scared. Cos it’s a balancing act that I can’t screw. Yes. I can withdraw from the investment. But at what cost?
All I can pray is that I learn and grow as we move along. I shall remain optimistic and have faith that things work out for the best.
This is the beauty of uncertainty.
I had a great xmas eve with a loved one and a nice christmas meal with family.. gonna have christmas party tmr with frenx ^ ^ lif’e’s great
ok.. i know i’m bored. but hey, u dun get horrid toe nails like this all the time do you? anyway, i cleaned off the polish and was shock to see how blueblack my toe nail is.. refer to previous previous post on cycling trip.
and, i did my fingernails. pretty?
today marks the day of a new relationship. it may be good or it may not last, but whatever it is, it deserves a chance and I’d do my best.
*feels happy =]
I felt bored and decided I wanna make some lunch.. Maybe cos my cough’s getting better and I’m in the mood
anyway.. dun wanna talk too much. have a look
Ok.. so yesterday I went out with Nick and Jack to ECP for our cycling trip. Though i was a total noob, it took me about half an hour to train and I was ready to cycle. Overall, it was a great day, all sunny [but too sunny sometimes] and I have 2 guys with me to catch me when I fall. =D So we cycled and I was still v noob so we had a few pauses.. and it ended with a crash and a bruised toe. lol. Ice packed it. [jack and nick says I like SM.. =_+ saddo machism]
I painted my nails white. so it was the only one that looks… grey. *see photo below.
It’s also today that I know all my close friends care a lot about me and are rather protective [lol I like to act like an injured kitty. ok. just tat I was really injured] Saw nick’s gentle giant side which would almost make him look like he was a bf [scandalous details shall not be disclosed to protect the innocent, lol] Got to sit on nick’s huge bike which was so tall I had to first get on a bench and mount the bike.. [toe was hurting and it was hard to walk] then i got some lovely slippers that made walking a bit easier.
jack was nice not to ps [pang seh] me and took me to meet ben ^_^ haha. in good company the whole day. feels good. so yup, ben was also fussin over my poor toe a lil [shhh. dun say i said that] oops. its nt so private.. he might just see it. anyways. my toe is hurting less. Let’s hope it clears up before my next trip which is with sha jan and jack!!!! =D Yes. agrees that we need to change rental shop cos our toots were hurting. not telling you what toots are!
omg. I dare not look at the expenses this month.. I think I went crazy..
First.. I got a foundation and brow liner.. thats abt 27 bucks. then I got my lovely white lip gloss from body shop for abt 17.50, spent abt 6 dollars in diaso and 4 dollars in face shop all for nail polish?! =p then I got a redearth eye shadow for like 16..another 5 dollars for eyeshadow set.. 50 dollars on tarot deck, 40 dollars contribution on a massager.. 399 on a new printer…
total expenditure so far: 564.5 =x=x omg omg .. and not counting the food stuff and travelling..
now the govt.. better not say i never help to boost economy lor!